When something came through, it took but a moment to dash the hopes I'd held for months.Its going to end soon. Yes, I know that. The time is coming over and over. I should have the psychology preperation. I had it since long time ago, actually. HAHA. So, come on. I shouldn't be upset and frustrated right? Stop me , do not let me see something which is torture. Stop to view that! even think of that. STOP STOP. Regaining my composure! phew. The world is so beautiful. HAHA.